Junior high is not for cute little girls with chubby cheeks and freckles. That is where the big kids are. The kids who are trying to figure out who they are and where they fit in. It is where she may get bullied or picked on or even in a fight with one of those kids. It is where kids are flirting with the opposite sex and, unfortunately, doing much more than just flirting. It is where she may have her first kiss, her first boyfriend. Ugh. I'm going to be sick.
I'm not excited about junior high.
I am very proud of my daughter who did very well in elementary school. Who participated in choir, track, orchestra, the talent show and drama. Who stayed in from recess to help kindegarteners read and set up for school events. Who proved herself to be a good friend and kind soul. Who teachers raved about. She is a great kid.
It is because of those things that I believe she will do well in junior high too. But I'm still not ready. This has all come too fast and I know there are many people who would shake their head in agreement about their own experience. It always does. Somehow, I thought it would be easier...even fun...to watch her grow up. But I guess I wasn't ready to watch it happen so fast.
My girl will start junior high in a matter of weeks. She will do orchestra and track and soccer. She wants to do choir and student leadership. I hope her eyes will remain fixed on that sweet boy she's loved since she was 9 months old (who currently has no interest in girls) and on her values and belief in God. I know she will do fine.
Me on the otherhand...
